Crawl into My Head
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
  Tuesday Mornings...

Ah, welcome to the month of November. Changed my calendar at work, not liking this month's model. October was more delicious. Yes, I know, I really shouldn't care since I am at work to, ya know, work. LOL But that is another story.

October rolled out as quietly as it came in for me...working. Nothing special, just helped Casteen get some stuff ready for a presentation he has over at the university. Of course, I don't want to be his landowner this morning when it is time to get cornered and hear about how screwed up it is to have to copy machines in a building and both out of order in one form or another. Cas might be one of the few people who can surpass me when it comes to a sailor's mouth...although, I do think I could up him a couple. After all, he is a lawyer, and still a little diplomatic. Now just to work on his writing skills.

Read Ethan's page this morning to catch up on all he posted last night and got a sharp reminder about some of my feelings. He talked about how he needs a date, and how the feelings get stronger come the fall. I have always noticed that about myself, and they have been especially strong as of late. I know that things are a little rough and busy for me right now, but there is a part of me that is screaming "Please, someone, take me out!" Okay, maybe not as dramatic. But still, talking to my friends, I feel a little bit of envy that I am not seeing anyone right now. I think I have a lot to offer: good companionship, strong sense of self and the desire to make sure that everything is taken care of, and a decent cooking ability. Granted, I am not as creative as some, but I do put love into it, and some thought. My friends have always said that I am very outgoing and outspoken...is that a bad thing? Who knows. But I do know, that despite all these internal dialogue feelings, I can't rush things. I just have to try to remember to follow patience and let the ball roll as it wills.

So here's to a brand-new month, and, hopefully, new experiences.

(had a couple more pics to post, but for some reason Blogger is being hyperactive today and won't pull them for me.)

Quotes of the Day: So, the tendency of our childish nature is to take small things too seriously and get easily offended, whereas when we are confronted with situations which have long-term consequences, we tend to take things less seriously. ~His Holiness The 14th Dalai Lama

(and to tie in with yesterday): Anyone can sympathize with the sufferings of a friend, but it requires a very fine nature to sympathize with a friend's success.
~Oscar Wilde (1854-1900) Irish Dramatist and Poet

Song of the Day: Movin by Octahvia
 
Comments:
Trust me, it has taken a long time to get to that point...and it is still hard remembering it. But I know what you mean..only a few more months and I am 25!!
 
Commando needs a date? Uh, oh, look out Wilmington, b/c the man is making it happen!
 
You finding me someone? LOL ;)
 
lol....I wouldn't wish that kind of luck on you....You've got what it takes to find a good date, and I feel that you'll do it soon.

Good luck!
 
Hi, thanks for sending the link as you know I love to read what you write, to know what you think, to dream about what you feel, to fantasize about what our first date would be like, to realize that I learn from you in many ways, and to allow my love for you as my friend to grow as I grow closer through you opening your life to me. Your friend forever, Ken
 
Hmmmm, it is chilly tonight in line at your door, I would love to come in and wait if you don't mind
 
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