Silly fag, drama is for queens I didn’t think that there were things that would still rile me up, but apparently I was wrong. Came to find out yesterday that a guy that I had messed around with awhile back has started talking to a few of my friends. Me and him had had it out a few times because I kept trying to explain to him that I was not looking for anything other than friends. My schedule didn’t free up normally until around 10pm because of working two jobs, so that did make things hard. My friends know that I keep a very busy schedule and it is not always that easy for me to squeeze in the time for everyone that I would like. So, we hung out and there was some harmless flirting and a little fun in there, but nothing on a really major scale. He started falling pretty hard, but I knew that he was not ready for dating someone like me, nor was he really ready to be immersed in the gay world. He has just come out of the closet after at least ten years of hiding. It finally sunk into his head that he had mis-read the signs and that I was actually happy with the guy I am seeing now. Or at least I thought it had. I got a phone call from my best buddy that they were talking and this kid was going on how he didn’t want to lose me and all this other shit. I explained the situation and my bb understood and was cool. He knew me too well and knew that I would not do anything to hurt my babe…I care too much.

Several hours went by and I started falling asleep on the couch while watching TV. The phone rings. It is my best bud again. Come to find out that my frat brother had been talking to the guy and was automatically believing what the newbie said. He didn’t even try to contact me in any way. That pissed me off, and pissed my best bud off.

If you want to start drama, that is fine. But don’t start it with me. I am tired of the shit and games that so many damn fags sit and pull. I have my own life, I am VERY happy with the guy that I am seeing, and I won’t do put up with any shit. If you want to play that game, then that is fine. But, I don’t have time in my life for it, and I DON’T have time for you.

Have a good life.

Song of the day: “Haters” by Hilary Duff  ¶ 5/22/2006 04:02:00 AM