A little randomness never hurt a thing So I have officially been called the devil and an angel in one day. What are the odds of that? Didn't think that would be...normally I am a devil...or Archangel on a good day. I am still trying to figure how I got that nickname too. Oh well. I know that I don't have wings on my back...or at least not yet. I worked on a new tattoo that will take care of that. Take from my namesake and apply to me. ;-)

"If God is a DJ
Life is a dance floor
Love is the rhythm
You are the music
If God is a DJ
Life is a dance floor
You get what you're given
It's all how you use it"

So very true. Lemonade from lemons and sugar...so sweet yet sour at the same time. That is how life is. You get tossed through the upper layers of hell until you can reach Purgatory...and from there, depending on your actions, you can head either up into Heaven and pure ecstasy or down into the lower levels of hell. Something else to remember: "You take what you get and you get what you give. I say don't run from yourself, man, that's no way to live, I've got a record in my bag you should give it a spin, Lift your hands in the air so that life can begin." P!nk is so good sometimes. :-)

Okay..so my roommate is worried about heading to his brother's house this weekend because his mother has stated that they are attending church as a family. Something that never happened before and just recently started. He thinks that they are going to try to "recuperate" him from being gay and try to blockade him in there. Everyone deserves their own beliefs...isn't that was sets us apart as people? His family knows that and it gets practiced a bit too. I honestly don't think that they are that close-minded anymore...they can't be with quite a few of the family members being of a gay descent. LOL Talking like we are our own species. Homo sapiens faggotus. LOL....too funny. I don't know where I come from sometimes with this stuff. He used to not be like that...I am not sure what really has changed with him anymore. He is letting more and more of his gayness define him; one of those I am gay and male, instead of I am male who is gay. Our orientation should not define our lives...and those that try to make it that way in today's society have taken a step backwards in time. The Space Age is becoming more like the Stone Age again. Perhaps if "Day After Tomorrow" happens, things will change. Ha..what I thinking. But you never know.

I will say though that I used to be the same way. I let my gayness define me and who I was. These days, as I grow up, I just try to be myself. The flambouyance has fallen to the background for the most part and I blend like the chameleon. We live with enough extra bullshit in our lives, why does there have to be more? Not saying that I don't support the gay causes, and HRC, but I know that things will take their turn when people are truly ready. When people are ready to listen to facts and realize that a religion is not an absolute..it is just a manner to help us feel a little more secure. There is a lot of uncertainty in our lives...some security is nice to have. But everything is man-made here. The Jews were the first to have organized one-God religion and rules set down in stone tablets. Hence the beginnings of the Old Testament. But the Babylonians and Egyptians had their own gods to start off with. The Greeks and Romans and Aztecs worshipped their own set of gods for the earth and war and love, etc. It wasn't (supposedly) until Jesus Christ came along and missionaries started carrying the Word that it was spread to everyone else. The main thing that I believe is that we ultimately answer to one being later in life...ourselves and karma. "Do onto others as you would have them do unto you"; the best rule to remember in all life.

Okay...that is my two cents on that!! Have a nice day if I don't talk to you before then!!!!



  ¶ 1/28/2005 10:11:00 AM