Crawl into My Head
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
  Hey folks
There is no exercise better for the heart than reaching down and lifting people up.
-- John Andrew Holmes



This weekend was okay. A couple of friends came down from Raleigh, so we all went over to a friend's place and enjoyed his pool for a bit. A few things happened there that involved some of my old past, so I ended up leaving a little upset. Had to go home and take a little run to calm down some. I was supposed to go to the re-opening of the Gay Community Center for Wilmington, but didn't get done until about halfway through it and still needed to take a nap if I was going to even attempt to function at the club that night. Well, that ended up turning into a disaster too. Got to the club and about 15 minutes was ready to leave. Did see two good friends, so that was nice, but was just not feeling it. The music sucked...apparently she didn't actually start picking it up until after midnight/1 am. I would have stuck around to see if anything got better, except I started feeling really sick and just opted to go home. Johnny crawled into bed probably around 5 or so, so I did get a few hours in bed with him, but I wasn't in the mood for anything. Saturday just had me turned off to a lot of things. Oh well. Johnny had to fly out for Orlando Sunday morning, so I took him to the airport and then made sure the boys headed out for Raleigh okay. A little musical cars and everyone was settled in just fine for the rest of the day. Saw a friend of mine that afternoon and then it was chillout zone for the rest of the day.

So Johnny is going to be gone all week. Will be a little tough for me in some aspects, but I will be okay. Decided to cut my hair last night too, so maybe my headaches will chill out some.

Anyway, this is going to be a long week.....wish it could end now.

The life of man is like a game with dice; if you don’t get the throw you want, you must show your skill in making the best of the throw you get.
-- Terence

Music: Jessy "How Long"

Jessy - How long (point of no return)-CHORUS how long how long 'till we crash and burn how long how long to the point of no return-the wind mills in my eyes can't you see that they've stopped turning it's such a lonely sight the wind no longer tries to simmer down the yearning burning inside the search for true love brought us here but the road ahead remains unclear-CHORUS (2x) how long how long 'till we crash and burn how long how long to the point of no return-the horizon far away is it still our destination is it still our guiding light I think of yesterday troubled by temptation burning inside We've come this far not asking why we cannot look each other in the eye anymore-CHORUS (2x) how long how long 'till we crash and burn how long how long to the point of no return courtesy of jessy's website
 
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