Wednesday, June 01, 2005
I'm baack!!
Hey folks,
Yeah, I know, it has been a long time since I have been around. Sorry..couldn't help that. Been a little busy. Here is a little recap of recent events:
Worked loads of hours...joy. I am so worn out from that. During this time period, me and Patrick had decided to just go to being friends and go from there. If things got better with us and we got more comfortable, then we would see about dating again. Cattiness still reigned supreme though.
Went through a few weeks of working and just trying to recover...wasn't easy. Allergies were still killing me and that kept me down.
Went out to see Star Wars with Pat and Matt. Had a good time at the movie (although I was still extremely catty with Pat). Hmm..wonder if that was a sign of something. Get back and Pat makes an abrubt disappearance, startling both me and Matt. Go online, see him and try to talk. Get ignored, and then start getting upset with comments he was making in the main chat room. Sorry...you don't start screwing with me like that. Made decision to hit the club that night...had a blast. Of course reminded why I don't visit that often, but had a blast all the same. Danced with friends, chatted with friends, and danced with a very cute gentleman. Was probably PG13 dancing. LOL
Sunday decided to get some sun. Ended up a little burned, but that is okay. Met up with Johnny (from the night before) and hung out for a bit before we ended up at Carver's place for dinner. Had a good time there...performed a little cannibalism (eating chicken that is...). Kissed briefly.
Dealt with the blow that my car was actually going to be more to fix than the original estimate. Damn. And to find that out while going to the allergist for testing. It rains, it pours, I got drenched. Put the car on hold...dealt with my arms itching and turning into major welts. Never doing that again. Did dinner with Johnny and friends...enjoyed myself.
Week went by...worked. Joy. Partied Saturdy night and then again on Figure Eight Island for the holiday. Spent Monday recovering. Finally did the deed Monday morning...still a little marked from it, but not even caring. I enjoyed myself and that is all that really mattered.
The one thing that I really notice about Johnny is that he understands situations more than he lets on...and I feel really comfortable with him. We had a big discussion about my past and current events, and he didn't try to talk down to me. He was willing to step back if needed so that I could get things straightened out...not many are willing to do that. I don't feel like I have to be a catty bitch around him either...I am in good moods at work, sleeping easier (although that could also be helped with the allergy meds I am on), and overall a bit easier to be around. I actually am growing into the person I was meant to be, and not succumb to the bitch that was ruling. I finally feel happy again. Maybe this will mean that my moods will even out more. Only time can tell.
Hugs and kisses to ya, Johnny...thanks for being there.
Have the courage and the wisdom and the vision to raise a definite
standard that will appeal to the best that is in man, and then strive
mightily toward that goal.
-- Harold E. Stassen
Current Music: Royal Gigolos "California Dreaming"
Tiesto feat. BT "Love Comes Again"
Narcotic Thrust "I Like It"
courtesy of Ultra Dance 05 ¶ 6/01/2005 04:31:00 AM
Yeah, I know, it has been a long time since I have been around. Sorry..couldn't help that. Been a little busy. Here is a little recap of recent events:
Worked loads of hours...joy. I am so worn out from that. During this time period, me and Patrick had decided to just go to being friends and go from there. If things got better with us and we got more comfortable, then we would see about dating again. Cattiness still reigned supreme though.
Went through a few weeks of working and just trying to recover...wasn't easy. Allergies were still killing me and that kept me down.
Went out to see Star Wars with Pat and Matt. Had a good time at the movie (although I was still extremely catty with Pat). Hmm..wonder if that was a sign of something. Get back and Pat makes an abrubt disappearance, startling both me and Matt. Go online, see him and try to talk. Get ignored, and then start getting upset with comments he was making in the main chat room. Sorry...you don't start screwing with me like that. Made decision to hit the club that night...had a blast. Of course reminded why I don't visit that often, but had a blast all the same. Danced with friends, chatted with friends, and danced with a very cute gentleman. Was probably PG13 dancing. LOL
Sunday decided to get some sun. Ended up a little burned, but that is okay. Met up with Johnny (from the night before) and hung out for a bit before we ended up at Carver's place for dinner. Had a good time there...performed a little cannibalism (eating chicken that is...). Kissed briefly.
Dealt with the blow that my car was actually going to be more to fix than the original estimate. Damn. And to find that out while going to the allergist for testing. It rains, it pours, I got drenched. Put the car on hold...dealt with my arms itching and turning into major welts. Never doing that again. Did dinner with Johnny and friends...enjoyed myself.
Week went by...worked. Joy. Partied Saturdy night and then again on Figure Eight Island for the holiday. Spent Monday recovering. Finally did the deed Monday morning...still a little marked from it, but not even caring. I enjoyed myself and that is all that really mattered.
The one thing that I really notice about Johnny is that he understands situations more than he lets on...and I feel really comfortable with him. We had a big discussion about my past and current events, and he didn't try to talk down to me. He was willing to step back if needed so that I could get things straightened out...not many are willing to do that. I don't feel like I have to be a catty bitch around him either...I am in good moods at work, sleeping easier (although that could also be helped with the allergy meds I am on), and overall a bit easier to be around. I actually am growing into the person I was meant to be, and not succumb to the bitch that was ruling. I finally feel happy again. Maybe this will mean that my moods will even out more. Only time can tell.
Hugs and kisses to ya, Johnny...thanks for being there.
Have the courage and the wisdom and the vision to raise a definite
standard that will appeal to the best that is in man, and then strive
mightily toward that goal.
-- Harold E. Stassen
Current Music: Royal Gigolos "California Dreaming"
Tiesto feat. BT "Love Comes Again"
Narcotic Thrust "I Like It"
courtesy of Ultra Dance 05 ¶ 6/01/2005 04:31:00 AM
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