Crawl into My Head
Monday, September 19, 2005
  Mondays...
You know how you just get into one of those funks, especially when you know that things aren't truly right with your life right now? Well, guess what....I be in one of them. Hopefully it will be somewhat gone by the time I get home tonight so that Matt doesn't have to deal with it...he deals with the brunt of everything from me right now. But if not, oh well. At least I have a door I can shut if I want to be alone. I just really need to get these feelings sorted out that I have for a few people. And you want to know the really funny part? I am not even dating any of them!!! Lord, am I a fucked up mentality or what?! Anyway, my boss found out that I am leaving in six months and she just feels bad. She thinks that it is a reflection on her, when it really isn't. I know that a lot of people that I work with are not really happy, but that is because of the general office bullshit that goes on here..not her. OR at least I don't THINK that it is. But what the hell do I know? Absolutely nothing.

Song: "Nobody's Listening" from Meteora by Linkin Park

On a more positive note, I have received some good feedback regarding my participating in the JDRF Walk to Cure Diabetes from my true friends. Thanks boys!
 
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Travel the world in one day, rest your legs beside the sea; hope the people that you meet, will friends forever be. Okay..so that was a little random. But so is life. You never know when all the luck is going your way, or if the rabbit's foot is going to turn bad. I haven't been around the world, except in my reading and movies. I stay outta politics, prefering to be neutral territory. Friends who are in trouble come to see me; when I get into trouble, I stay retreated into secrecy. But I make time for all of it. I believe strongly in being yourself...that is the only way that you will truly be happy. Do what is right for you, you can only live life once. Don't get lost in the depths of my mind....

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