Short weeks blow! So it is already Wednesday and I am wondering why it only feels like a cross between Monday and Tuesday. You know, one of those early mornings where disaster looms somewhere on the horizon and you don’t know up from down…yet you can see the end somewhere in site as well. My project that I thought was complete isn’t done yet…and me and the girl working on it are about to pull our hair out. We don’t think we can handle it much more. And I just spilled my drink on my crotch so I look all pretty looking like I have leaked. And you know me and my almost near refusal to wear underwear. LOL

I am doing a little better today, though. My stomach isn’t hating me as much for the ice cream from over the weekend; my nerves aren’t as shot either. They are still shot, but I think they are starting to heal again. The desire to smoke is still there, though. I am proud of myself in not grabbing a pack yesterday, but I think that is more because my funds are shot. I had to hit the store yesterday to pick up cleaning and grooming supplies, so kissed more damn money goodbye. Why do stores have to start charging so much for things? I never really did understand that. Oh well.

Okay…I had a few people contact me yesterday to take me to task in regards to one of my postings yesterday. I wasn’t aiming towards anyone…just stating opinions. That is part of the point of a blog, is it not? Being able to state your opinion on items? We are all going to disagree on how things are perceived as that is part of the human nature. Those that I call friends I call them that for a reason. And it is not a title that I hope they take lightly…I don’t call just anyone my friend these days. Too much shit has happened over the last eight years that I allow anyone in close, or know most of my past.

So, I guess I shall go back to Thrive Mix 02 and listen to the crew from RENT belt out Seasons of Love. That always was a good song…

Words of Wisdom
Neither fire nor wind, birth nor death can erase our good deeds. ~ Buddha

It is good to dream, but it is better to dream and work. Faith is mighty, but action with faith is mightier. -- Thomas Robert Gaines

This we can all bear witness to, living as we do plagued by unremitting anxiety…It becomes more and more imperative that the life of the spirit be avowed as the only firm basis upon which to establish happiness and peace. ~ His Holiness, the Dalai Lama

Songs:
Alanis Morissette “Crazy” Claude Le Gache mix
Wynonna “I Want to Know What Love Is” remixed by Vic Latino  ¶ 5/31/2006 04:40:00 AM