... Okay, why do cats insist on playing with their toys on your bed when you are trying to sleep? And then when they get tired, they have to lie in your face smelling your breath until you wake up from them touching your nose? I don't think that I will ever understand that.
  ¶ 7/24/2004 11:35:00 AM 0 comments

  ... Ugh....721am and I am at work. Been here since about 645 actually. And let's not get started on what time I actually woke up this morning either...or what time I actually hit the sack either. I need to figure out a good balance of sleep...especially on days that I have one of the most boring, drawn-out studies to work on. This week is just one long week. Matt is supposed to be back sometime this afternoon; but I have no earthly clue what time that will be though. That part is what will really suck. I can't take my lunch until I have heard something; otherwise I have to figure out where to make up time. If 4pm comes around and I still haven't heard anything, I am out the door...no point in working 9 hours with no lunch. But I do hope that he was able to pass all his tests. Even though he and I aren't partners anymore, I still do care about him and worry about him...although he can be annoying when we are at home. God...I still can't believe that we still live together, albeit in separate rooms. Now to figure that way to get him to leave me alone when trying to read. That will be the accomplishment of the century. ;-) But if he passes his tests, then he will be shipping out for Chicago sometime in the next 30 days. Whoopie! LOL...okay, now I feel bad for being excited that he will be leaving. C'est le vie! Hopefully the dog will be okay with his father leaving; although he is getting a new one in me again. That will be kinda kewl again. He has more of an attachment to me anyway. I wonder if Jill ever found out about the kittens. Oh well...I can wait. Okay...now connexions is being a pain in the arse...I can't send out any mail to anyone. Guess that will have to wait until later as well. Is it 5 yet? I am so ready to go back home and relax by the pool! I am hoping that this weekend is going to be nice still. They are saying partly cloudy, which will be good. Workout Saturday morning and watch my cartoons and then hit the beach and pray that it doesn't decide to rain. I am very ready for this rain to disappear. All it is doing is making it even more muggier and giving me breathing issues. Oh for the summer days of just heat!
  ¶ 7/14/2004 07:30:00 AM 0 comments

  Argh!! I hate getting money and then kissing it good-bye. But what really pisses me off the most is the companies that want to make it easier for the customer to pay online with credit card but make you use someone else for the payment. So they essentially are getting more money than the payment. And for those of us who have to wait almost to the last minute to make a payment because their account is stretched out to the last dime, that really is not fair. I wonder if we could get those companies put outta business. Probably not..that would be too nice. Oh well. C'est la vie. Okay...that probably is not spelled right, but oh well. I don't give a damn...I am just pissed right now!!! Argh!!!
  ¶ 7/08/2004 11:40:00 AM 0 comments

  blah It is Wednesday and already I am bored waiting for Saturday to come around. Although I really don't think that I will be doing a whole lot anyway. It really sucks to get paid and kiss all that money away before it even hits your account! But I did have a good last weekend, so maybe I can hope for something good this weekend. Minus the panic attacks..those I really could do without. Perhaps I will it the movies again...although I am backed up on my reading..and my tanning. I did finally get a little sun though last weekend, even with getting rained on Sunday. Monday was really good...and man were there some really HOT guys at the beach too. Only saw one gay couple...couldn't really tell with the other guys though. Some cute lil' surfer dudes...and one guy that was built and packing in the shorts too!! You could tell his girlfriend was really loving him. LOL Okay...I guess I better get back to work...
  ¶ 7/07/2004 05:33:00 PM 0 comments

  Yippee!! 1332 and I only have an hour and half left for the day today! Since we have a holiday this weekend, they are being nice and letting us leave 2 hours earlier...now if the thunderstorms would leave our coast I would be really happy. But they are saying that they could create some waterspouts and I really would love to see one of those. And then see what gets washed up on shore after that. That is always the best time to hit the beach, yet I never seem to manage it. Oh well. Maybe I will at least get to spend some time on the beach this weekend. They are saying that we are supposed to get some rain though. *pout* I want my beach time dammit! Oh well..."take me away" oh wait, that has nothing at all to do with this. LOL Oops. Paul Oakenfold is pretty good though for a DJ. I wonder if any of my friends got his last one..or if it went down in price. Probably not. I need to get that next time I get paid...see what happened on the Great Wall. Okay...I am gone...ciao!
  ¶ 7/02/2004 05:36:00 PM 0 comments

  Ugh I have 12 minutes before I can go home and I can't wait. Staying up late doesn't always work for me, which is kinda funny considereing I don't sleep all night anyway. I swear that I have got to wake up at least 4 times a night or it just doesn't feel right to me the next day. Toss in a cat that has to sleep under the covers with me or with her a** in my face...that is always a blast. But I just want to slide in the tub and let me knees stop hurting for just one second...I would be so happy if they stopped hurting. But oh well...I think that is a problem that I will be stuck with for awhile. Or I could start becoming the next bionic man...replace all my bones with metal....definitely no flying then. I would be setting the detectors off all the time at the airport! Hell, half the time my nipples set them off now. They must have gotten them really sensitive or something. I don't know. August will be the first time that I have flown in a long time...or at least not since I was 11 or 12. And the first time that I will be going cross country since I was like 3...I barely remember that trip. This should be fun...I hope I have a new book by then...I need something to keep me occupied. I don't know if they will let me play my gameboy; they should since you can listen to your discman on the plane after takeoff. Damn..another email about the fight the marriage rights. I can understand though...I have done my part for it; can't do any more! *glance at clock* Oh!! Time to leave!! Yeah!! Time to rest and relax! For the most part anyway. *Snort* Ciao y shalom!
  ¶ 7/01/2004 04:45:00 PM 0 comments