Crawl into My Head
Saturday, June 30, 2007
  New Music
Thanks to all of you have been asking for me to keep putting these out..and to Chris for gaining me some play time over Pride! I have definitely been sending out more than I expected...thanks so much!!!

Lost My Mind - July 4th Mix

Seasons of Jack (DJ Tool Mix) - Grant Nelson
Stranger (Vission vs Aude Mixshow) - Hilary Duff
Time (Speakerbox Club Mix) - Speakerbox ft Michelle Shaprow
Whine Up (Johnny Vicious Party Mixshow Drama) - Kat Deluna ft Elephantman
Missing (Johnny Crockett's The Game is Not Over Mix) - Delano & Crockett
Get It Off (That Kid Chris Mix) - Monica ft Missy Elliott
Beautiful Day (Sunburst Mix) - Matt Darey ft Antoine & Marcia Juell
Lovestoned (Goldtrix Remix) - Justin Timberlake
Daydreamin' (Lenny B Radio Edit) - Mon A Q
Now I Found You (Brian Cross Remix) - 4th Child
Feel (Martin Roth "Girls Love DJs" Remix) - Pedro del Mar ft Emma Nelson
Lost Yo Mind (Frank Pellegrino Tribal Mix) - Pepper Mashay
Hypnotized (Chris Lake Remix) - Sebastien Leger ft Gia Mellish

Lost in Halfway Love
Que Lloren (Ralphi Rosario's Radio Edit) - Ivy Queen
Be My Boyfriend (Jose Spinnin's Tribe/Tek Mix) - Offer Nissin ft Maya
Not Ready to Make Nice (Ellis Miah/David Knapp Edit) - Elisa ft Southern Belles
Halfway Love (Original Mix) - Cedric Gervais & Second Sun
Gotta Let Go (Vocal Dub Mix) - A. Lee ft Amanda Wilson
Been Good (Ivan Gogh & Grant Smillie Remix) - Deepface
L.O.V.E. (Funked Off DJs Club Mix) - Ashlee Simpson
Defying Gravity (Tracy Young's Flying Monkey's Club Mix) - Idina Menzel
Come Tomorrow (Cicada Remix) - Chicane
Come to Me (E-Smoove House Mix) - Diddy ft Nicole Scherzinger
Over It (Funk Generation Mixshow) - Katherine McPhee
Come (Hex Hector Maximum room Mix) - Martha Wash
This Game (Radio Edit) - Energia ft Marc Andrews
Can't Keep It a Secret (Josh Harris Elektrick Club Mix) - Jacinta

Lost to the Wonders
Never Again (Dave Aude Club Mix) - Kelly Clarkson
I Can't Take It (Johnny Budz Extended Mix) - Lola
Daylight (ATB Mix) - Chicane
Take On Me (Feelgood & Dave Aude Remix) - A-ha
Truly Madly Deeply (Thomas Gold Remix) - Cascada
Proud Mary (Arenna Underground Anthem) - Randy Friess
Makes Me Wonder (Harry 'Choo Choo' Romero's Bambossa Mix) - Maroon 5
It's My Life (Tony Moran's Extended Mix) - S. Blush
Breakin' Dishes (Soul Seekerz Remix) - Rihanna
This Time (Klaas remix) - DJ Antoine ft Mad Mark
Bombs (Benny Benassi Mix) - Faithless
All Good Things [Come to an End] (Dave Aude Club Mix) - Nelly Furtado

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Monday, June 18, 2007
  Pain and Emotions
Hey there...me again.

So this past weekend has been crazy for me. Very tiring, and very emotional. And Monday seems to follow in the footsteps.

I am not sure what is going on in my life anymore. Seems that when I get things set up right and as stable as I can get them, new things happen to knock me off the rock. I have a lot on my mind that I need to focus on again, and hopefully get lined up. I was asked by a friend of mine (hopefully he will remain my friend) today why I needed to plan for the future. I have had so many things up in the air and without resolution for so long in my life that I can't afford to live with uncertainties.

I know that there are a few people out there who are wanting to date me. But I am not sure that I can right now. With so many factors having come into play recently, I have had too many pans tossed into the fires.

I had to disappoint and hurt someone today that has been nothing but sweet and kind to me. And he may not want to talk to me any more after today. But I cannot honestly put someone through a relationship with me if I can't give them all of me and what I have. Perhaps one day in the future, but not right now. Hopefully he can understand that. I know that not everything can be planned out, but I can hopefully set the right strands in the spiderweb of life into play.

But, only time will be able to tell with anything in my life, my future and my destiny. I care for many people, but now is the time that I must focus on me and what will do good for me. Call me selfish. I need to be happy again before I can make someone else that way.

So, give me some time. I will be back again.....
 
  June Music...
The latest from my collection for the month of June...

LOST & FOUND
Coldplay - Talk (Dave Aude's Vocal Club Mix)
Snow Patrol - Open Your Eyes (Walker Remix)
Runner - Lifeline
Radiohead - Fade Out (Paul Oakenfold Mix)
Jose Amnesia ft Fedo - I Need You (Vocal Mix)
Young Love - Find A New Way (Moral's Pink Noise Radio Edit)
Inaya Day - Breakaway (Anthem Club Mix)
P!nk - Leave Me Alone [I'm Lonely] (Digital Dog Remix)
Lady Sovereign - Those Were the Days (Digital Dog Mix)
Tatu - All About Us (Dave Aude Big Mixshow)
Chris Moody - Music in My Heart (Raw Mix)
Meck ft Dino - Feels Like Home (Dave Aude Radio Edit)
Rihanna - Good Girl Gone Bad (Soulseekers Remix)

LOST IN THE SUMMER DAYS
The Underdog Project - Summer Jam (Hardstyle Remix)
Infusion - Daylight Hours
Chelo - Cha Cha (Dave Aude Mix)
Rascal Flatts - What Hurts the Most (Club Mix)
Rihanna ft Jay-z - Umbrella (Seamus Haji & Paul Emanuel Club Mix)
ATB - Summer Rain (138 BPM Mix)
Timbaland ft Nelly Furtado & Justin Timberlake - Give It to Me (Aetoms Remix)
Manian ft Aila - Heaven (Kareema Remix)
DJ Encore - Walk on Water (La Rush Remix)
Gabriel & Dresden ft Molly Bancroft - Let Go (Original Mix)
Kristine W - Walk Away (Tony Moran Full Mix)
Howard Jones - What is Love (The Dba Mix - HoJo Vocal Version)
Groove Coverage - 21st Century Digital Girl (Club Mix)

July CDs will be coming soon...
 
Randomness...the true order of the world.

"A prudent man will think more important what fate has conceded to him, than what it has denied." ~ Baltasar Gracian (1601-1658) Spanish Philosopher

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Travel the world in one day, rest your legs beside the sea; hope the people that you meet, will friends forever be. Okay..so that was a little random. But so is life. You never know when all the luck is going your way, or if the rabbit's foot is going to turn bad. I haven't been around the world, except in my reading and movies. I stay outta politics, prefering to be neutral territory. Friends who are in trouble come to see me; when I get into trouble, I stay retreated into secrecy. But I make time for all of it. I believe strongly in being yourself...that is the only way that you will truly be happy. Do what is right for you, you can only live life once. Don't get lost in the depths of my mind....

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